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Thursday, June 21

the horror of school when it reopens...

Did you know that when school reopens, the horror of every student begins...except for those people who are gigglos (love school type). For me, the things that kill me are practices, homework and exams. Well let's start with homework, then exams and then finally practices. Anyway, this entry will be a sort of you can say a short and sweet one. Not too long or not too short. What I mean by practices is that I will have choir practices and they kill. I tell you sooner or later. Just keep on reading!
Firstly, homework. Homework will kill me because I have so many events going on until I don't even have time to do them. What's worse is that if the work is due like the next day, I will have to sort of lie or say 'I didn't bring it' when actually I did not even do it at all. Not on single finger did I lay on it. Then if the teacher expects me to complete it or you would say 'bring' it the next day, I'll be able to do it or else, 我是CONFIRM死的. I can tell you that. Secondly, it's the exams. I can bet you that this term I cannot do well in my exams cause of the many events happening in my term 3 life and also my CCAs that are going on. Exams are the times when I really need to pump in loads and loads of fuel in my tank to drill me through it. I cannot don't do well this term casue I already told myself not to lay back and relax when term 3 starts. I could only lay back and relax when holidays are here but when it's term time, studying has to be done. I keep telling myself that but it just dosen't make me have the 'urgh' feeling in my heart to make me drill. Lastly is my practices in choir. I can tell you that my choir schedule is damn packed. I know it can't be as packed as my seniors but to me, it's already a crazy nightmare. I have practices for this president's charity show which is coming soon and I can tell you that we have to even sacrifice our recess to practices. Now that you can imagine. What's even worse is that we have to even stay back in school to practice with the adult choirs, SSO, etc. 2 days before the concert we also have to practice. And the last horrifying thing is that we have to practice EVEN BEFORE THE SHOW!
I know that this nightmare is terrible but if a little magic(planning) is done, miracles could happen. I will of course also not lie to the teacher. If I never do I say I never do. If I never bring I say I never bring. I'll not lie unless it's in the need to. So this is it. My last entry of the June holiday 2007 is done. I'll come back to tell you what I've acomplished probably in the September holidays. I'm ready to be back to school to meet my challenges! Honeydew says, 'Adios Amego!' :)

blogged by weewee at 8:57 PM

Sunday, June 17

an achievement

Today, went for a young authors award ceremony cause I was nominated for the top 30 out of the 300 entries that they picked. I attended the before and wrote a book so they sent me a letter and asked me to be at this library to attend it. I had to also write a profile about myself and sent it to the founder of the young authors club.
I was in the 14th position out of the 30. Eh, at least I was the top 20 ok! Well anyways, I was awarded 14th position lah and I got a certificate and a glass book certifying that I attended the workshop and was awarded merit. I was happy but not very satisfied with myself as I wanted to get like the top 10 position which my friend, Millennia (I can't remember how to spell her name) yah but she got the 5th place and that's good for her. I was hoping to get like the 6th or even until the 10th position can already. If I was able to reach to that position, I would be happy like siow. But of course I can admit that my story sucks cause I didn't plan it well enough as in I did plan, but it wasn't good enough. Also, there were lots of typo error. For example, 'were' they type 'are'. I was so pissed off because of that. Not to be angry anymore and I shall continue. After that, I went to KFC to eat a little something as my sister, my brother, my maid and I were quite hungry. Shortly after that, we sat the MRT back to Toa Payoh and then our father picked us up. Well so now here I am typing this entry.
Oh yeah anyways, to all dads, "HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!" We wanted to buy a small cake for our father but then in the end, my sister decided that we should buy something unique like doughnuts. We bought 4 doughnuts of different pattern and colours. My sister then said to my father when he came to pick us up, "Here, this 4 doughnuts represent the 4 most precious people in the family, mother, sister, brother and of course me. This entry is going to be short and sweet. Luckily, my mother is coming home from china tonight. When she knows about my achievement in the young authors club, she be elated and happy for me. But the most important thing is that I am happy with myself. I should be and that's because everyone loves themselves. This is honeydew signing off...:)

blogged by weewee at 5:02 PM

Sunday, June 10

the holiday disaster...

My god! The holidays are here but I did not enjoy it at all like I used to. The holidays were murdering me day by day. I had TONS and TONS of homework to do, projects and tuition work. The holidays were so bad that every night when I went to sleep, I couldn't do it. The work just kept on haunting me and that made me unable to sleep well. Although I woke up late, it was beacuse the nightmare was finally over and another one was starting. I enjoyed the group meetings but the work was torturing me every minute I think of it.
I used to love hoildays when I was in my primary school but then now the school expect more from secondary students. How I wish that I could experience the primary holidays once more. Feeling more relaxed is the difficult thing for me to do cause I can't. Luckily, I was able to go fo a short trip to malaysia which is like so near but a trip is a trip. I have so many events almost everyday. Like cause I'm in choir, I have to go for practices and that's the thing I only look forward to. Singing is the thing for me so when I sing, I feel more relaxed and it also helps me to relieve stress. Well as the saying goes, 'if you study too much, you will start to grow white hair and that is the sign if stress.' I don't have that but I'm holding the air I have in my balloon cause I want to blow more air inside it and make it burst. To relieve my stress, I sing. Although sometimes my singing may be damn lan, I hum tunes. This helps me not to have white hair. If I don't have white hair, my parents will confirm say, "Oui, you see la. Your da jie got white hair is because she study very hard. You le? Don't even have one and that shows that you're not stress at all. This tells us that you are not concerned about your own studies!" But my parents dont really observe that la.
So much for that, I hope that I'll let off some steam after blogging. My school life is begining to look much better and much more exciting as more challenges awaits me. Blogging also helps me to relieve stress but then I prefer letting it all out. Not only singing helps me to relieve stress but hearing songs does the work too. Laughing is the last way. But of course I don't laugh to myself la. People will think I'm crazy. For this to work, I need friends who can make my laugh till I roll onto the floor. For example, my primary school friend, Pao Chu. She was the happy go lucky for me in my P6 year. For now, she is still the one cause sometimes I go back to school and meet up with my 'gang'. That is not exactly gang but my group of good friends who share each other's burden. I treasure all of them so much that I sometimes talk to them for long hours about our lifestyle. Another one is Noran from my class. She's our vice-chairman for semester 2 le. Don't pray pray with her ok! She can make me laugh too but sometimes she cracks lame jokes. I treasure her too as she's my clown and good friend. Well for the others, don't be jealous cause I also treasure all of you as my good friends too. I do not leave eanyone alone walking in the road that I made up, 'road of misery'. I wanna make all of mua friends walk together with me in my 'road to happiness'. I love all of you out there. All of you are so good you're almost my family. But NO ONE is able to reach to my family love standard as to me, family love is the topmost layer of my heart. Oh shit! I'm being so mushy, sorry ah. That's me mah.
Lastly, for my last few lines, I want to say, 'everything is just the beginning and only if you're willing to give it another shot no matter what it is, miricles could happen'. My life has not end, it is only the begining! The seveners know my name. This is honeydew flying away...

blogged by weewee at 5:03 PM

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Wee Jie Ning
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