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Sunday, June 10
the holiday disaster... My god! The holidays are here but I did not enjoy it at all like I used to. The holidays were murdering me day by day. I had TONS and TONS of homework to do, projects and tuition work. The holidays were so bad that every night when I went to sleep, I couldn't do it. The work just kept on haunting me and that made me unable to sleep well. Although I woke up late, it was beacuse the nightmare was finally over and another one was starting. I enjoyed the group meetings but the work was torturing me every minute I think of it. I used to love hoildays when I was in my primary school but then now the school expect more from secondary students. How I wish that I could experience the primary holidays once more. Feeling more relaxed is the difficult thing for me to do cause I can't. Luckily, I was able to go fo a short trip to malaysia which is like so near but a trip is a trip. I have so many events almost everyday. Like cause I'm in choir, I have to go for practices and that's the thing I only look forward to. Singing is the thing for me so when I sing, I feel more relaxed and it also helps me to relieve stress. Well as the saying goes, 'if you study too much, you will start to grow white hair and that is the sign if stress.' I don't have that but I'm holding the air I have in my balloon cause I want to blow more air inside it and make it burst. To relieve my stress, I sing. Although sometimes my singing may be damn lan, I hum tunes. This helps me not to have white hair. If I don't have white hair, my parents will confirm say, "Oui, you see la. Your da jie got white hair is because she study very hard. You le? Don't even have one and that shows that you're not stress at all. This tells us that you are not concerned about your own studies!" But my parents dont really observe that la. So much for that, I hope that I'll let off some steam after blogging. My school life is begining to look much better and much more exciting as more challenges awaits me. Blogging also helps me to relieve stress but then I prefer letting it all out. Not only singing helps me to relieve stress but hearing songs does the work too. Laughing is the last way. But of course I don't laugh to myself la. People will think I'm crazy. For this to work, I need friends who can make my laugh till I roll onto the floor. For example, my primary school friend, Pao Chu. She was the happy go lucky for me in my P6 year. For now, she is still the one cause sometimes I go back to school and meet up with my 'gang'. That is not exactly gang but my group of good friends who share each other's burden. I treasure all of them so much that I sometimes talk to them for long hours about our lifestyle. Another one is Noran from my class. She's our vice-chairman for semester 2 le. Don't pray pray with her ok! She can make me laugh too but sometimes she cracks lame jokes. I treasure her too as she's my clown and good friend. Well for the others, don't be jealous cause I also treasure all of you as my good friends too. I do not leave eanyone alone walking in the road that I made up, 'road of misery'. I wanna make all of mua friends walk together with me in my 'road to happiness'. I love all of you out there. All of you are so good you're almost my family. But NO ONE is able to reach to my family love standard as to me, family love is the topmost layer of my heart. Oh shit! I'm being so mushy, sorry ah. That's me mah. Lastly, for my last few lines, I want to say, 'everything is just the beginning and only if you're willing to give it another shot no matter what it is, miricles could happen'. My life has not end, it is only the begining! The seveners know my name. This is honeydew flying away... blogged by weewee at 5:03 PM |
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Wee Jie Ning aka wee wee ex-maha bodhi-an ex-TKGian ex-TJCian current NP student ex-four-fourer ex-two-sevener ex-32/11 current T04 ex-TKGian chorister, sop 1 ex-TJChoir chorister, sop 1 18 years old sixth of may TAGBOARD LINKS ain alethea athena alfizah athirah chen yun crystal dajie deborah elyn ernie esther hui ru hui hui jasmine jovina lexuan li qing lin lin mimi nadirah nawirah noran qian hui rachel samantha shafura sharifah shawn STEP sheryl tan shi hui soniya suzzane TKG Choir ubi TKD tracy vivi wei lin xae-rl xin yi yan jie yijieeee ying yun zzzii jun MUSIC archives /June 2005 /July 2005 /August 2005 /September 2005 /October 2005 /November 2005 /December 2005 /January 2006 /February 2006 /March 2006 /April 2006 /June 2006 /September 2006 /October 2006 /November 2006 /December 2006 /March 2007 /April 2007 /May 2007 /June 2007 /August 2007 /September 2007 /October 2007 /November 2007 /December 2007 /February 2008 /March 2008 /April 2008 /May 2008 /June 2008 /July 2008 /August 2008 /September 2008 /October 2008 /November 2008 /December 2008 /January 2009 /February 2009 /March 2009 /April 2009 /May 2009 /June 2009 /July 2009 /August 2009 /September 2009 /October 2009 /November 2009 /December 2009 /January 2010 /February 2010 /March 2010 /April 2010 /May 2010 /June 2010 /July 2010 /August 2010 /October 2010 /November 2010 /December 2010 /January 2011 /March 2011 /May 2011 /June 2011 /July 2011 /November 2011 /January 2012 /May 2012 /June 2012 /July 2012 /August 2012 /September 2012 /October 2012 CREDITS Skin done by !lovebites |
